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"You look nice too," was just about the extent of conversation Jor managed, as he was far too involved in looking her over and smiling benevolently down at her as she walked beside him. She did look nice. She was of the type of prettiness that he wasn't accustomed to; not all blacks and whites, but like a sepia picture. Shiny brown hair, those harmless brown eyes, and she was neither flashy nor plain, which suited him just fine. Jor thought she was adorable. The restaurant wasn't far away, and he'd even thought ahead enough to make reservations, so it wasn't long before they were seated at a nice corner table and left alone. Now it was awkward. Small talk was not Jor's forte. Talking at all wasn't really his forte, unless it had something to do with guns, fighting, or work, and he knew enough to understand that those topics probably weren't acceptable first date material. He tried to think of something to say, and was sadly at a loss. Only after the waiter had (thankfully) interrupted the silence by drink orders did Jor finally get an idea of what to do, and so he leaned his elbows on the table and grinned at her. "Want to play twenty questions?" She gave him a questioning look, and he regarded her with interest from across the table. "I'll start. I'm from Maui. Where are you from?" |
Date: Dec 04, 2002 on 04:00 p.m. |
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She studied his features discreetly. Maybe he's some sort of native descent. I wonder if he can grown a beard. She had an impulse to reach out to feel his cheek and toyed with her napkin to cover it. "I'm from a town called Newbury in Ohio. My parents worked at a bed and breakfast there." His look was blank but interested. He's never heard of a bed and breakfast? Oh. Command School. Right. A little disconcerted, she smiled and elaborated slightly. "It's a place to stay, like a hotel, only it's more like house, and they serve you breakfast. It's a lot less crowded and noisy than a hotel. At least, ours was." Her smile turned a little wistful. "We had to sell it a couple of months ago. It wasn't making much money." That's it, draw him in with your cheerful manner. "Um, anyway," she added hastily, giving a quick self-exasperated smile, "that's where my folks live, and I guess where I'll go when I get too old to do anything fun. Is it my turn now?" He grinned and nodded, and she dropped her eyes and studied the table while she tried to think of a question. His glass clinked in his hand, and that's when she saw it. A gold band encircled his left ring finger, free of gems and other ornamentation. Her heart froze and began to sink. He was married. He was married. How the hell had she missed that before? But...but why would he ask her out? And why would he still be wearing it? Didn't cheating men usually take them off? How could she have been so blind? Maybe when she agreed to go out with him he'd thought she'd noticed his ring and didn't care. It didn't make any sense, but she couldn't think of any other explanation. She dragged her eyes back up to his face. "Are...are you married?" she asked with undisguised dismay. |
Date: Dec 06, 2002 on 11:25 p.m. |
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That was not a question Jor had been expecting, and he was struck speechless. Am I? He dropped his attention to his wedding band, twisting it around his finger and studiously avoiding her eyes. The ring was a little tight, and it took a long moment to work it loose, but eventually it lay in the palm of his hand. I've never taken this off. I never thought I'd have to, or want to, or ever think to. The gold glinted in the light of the restaurant, and as tiny stars twinkled around the edges, he sighed and shook his head. I wonder if she still wears hers. Regardless, we're... we're still... married. Separated. But I don't think she's mine anymore. "No," he managed finally, looking up to meet her gaze. She was watching him with disappointment painted on her features, and the torturous hesitance to his own expression smoothed away. "We separated. It's why I transferred here." Their conversation was effectively severed, and Jor didn't have the confidence to play off the awkward silence. The thought that perhaps she would want to leave, or not speak to him, made him look at her a bit sadly and sigh again. "I'm sorry. This is the first time I've been out since then. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." He slipped the ring back on and pushed his chair back. "If you'd like, I can go." |
Date: Dec 06, 2002 on 11:27 p.m. |
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If he was faking it, he was doing a hell of a job. He looked every bit the suffering soon-to-be ex-husband, probably abandoned by some heartless pretty girl who'd gotten bored a few months into real life, and Heather was horribly ashamed of her assumption. "No, I'm sorry," she blurted out desperately, and her hand darted out to rest on his. "I shouldn't have asked it like that. It's not like you were trying to hide it. I just didn't notice before, and I didn't even think before I asked. I'm sorry, Jor." She fastened her eyes on his and tried to hold him with her gaze. "Please, don't go." |
Date: Dec 06, 2002 on 11:29 p.m. |
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Her understanding and sympathy were almost painful. Feelings for and thoughts of Wick were easy to live with, as long as he ignored them completely. It was difficult to maintain at all times, but he'd been managing lately. Even Lei hadn't come up with a single thing yet that could get past his shell. Then she touched his hand, and even Jor couldn't find it in himself to push her away. "You sure?" He asked hesitantly, but she nodded at him, and he settled back into his chair with audible relief. His fingertips tapped idly against hers, but she didn't say anything, so neither did he, and Jor watched her from across the table and was grateful for what he saw. She didn't even care. He was still waiting for a snide look, for a bitter comment, but her hand was still on his when the waiter returned to take their dinner orders. She pulled back, and Jor smiled at her. Never one to have his appetite ruined by anything, he picked out what amounted to half a dead cow, before looking over the menu with Heather and helping her decide what to choose. They made quiet small talk until their meal arrived, and after a few bites of steak, Jor felt better enough to continue his venture into conversation. "I've never been to Ohio." Another bite. "I went to the mainland... you know, the United States, for a few years. Military academy. It was in South Dakota. But other than that, and... and Louisiana, once, I haven't been there much. Is it nice?" |
Date: Dec 06, 2002 on 11:29 p.m. |
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He asked, and she talked about Ohio and Newbury while they ate. It had been a long time since someone had asked about her childhood. In fact, she couldn't remember telling anyone so much information about herself, ever, aside from her initial psych evaluation years ago. She told him about the house and a little about her parents, and confessed that her father did most of the cooking because her mother was awful at it. She told him about choosing an IF-geared curriculum in college and what her college had been like. She told him anything she could think of that could pass for polite conversation so he wouldn't have to say anything more about himself, and he seemed to like it, asking questions that showed he was interested without being pushy and making her feel marvelously comfortable. He ate a lot. Heather was impressed. As the daughter of a bed and breakfast owner, she'd seen a lot of people eat a lot of food, but Jor took the cake, ate it, and managed to remain impishly handsome the entire time. She was not so absorbed in her own voice that she didn't notice the looks a few of the other patrons were casting their way - primarily female patrons - and Heather found herself the object of envy - a nearly unique position in her monotone past. Her last boyfriend, Frank, had been a lot like her, too plain to attract attention but not plain enough to draw it. Once, when he wasn't looking, she pinched her own arm, and was delighted to find she didn't wake up. When the check came, he picked it up without even glancing at it. Heather smiled. He's handsome, he's intelligent, he's a gentleman, and he's on the rebound. God, please, don't let me screw this up. Please, just a little longer. He walked her back to her room, and they chatted - mostly about Ohio, since that's what they'd discussed over dinner, but with a few tidbits of contrast with Maui every now and then. Her door came into sight all too soon, and she paused when they got to it and turned to face him with a smile. "Well, this is me. Thanks for dinner, Jor. It was really great, and the food was good." There was a pensiveness behind her smile now. It was the Moment of Truth. "Maybe we...could do it again sometime?" |
Date: Dec 06, 2002 on 11:32 p.m. |
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"I said, I'm fine," Jor asserted somewhat irritably for the second time, and in order to ignore the worried look he received he focused his attention on the dinner before him. His knife was used with more violence than necessary, given the helpless nature of his steak, but he was angry and didn't know why, and, of course, that made him even more angry. I'm not fine. Why are you looking at me like that? I can be in a bad mood if I want. Stop being worried. It's nothing. I just feel like being angry. Why do you care? It's not like you can do anything to help. Maybe Lei's right. Maybe I will go out to tonight. But then you'll be disappointed. Why do you always want me to stay around? I've got to irritate you by now. I'm not hungry. And with that last mental complaint, Jor set down his fork and picked up his glass, crossing his arms over his chest and staring rather sullenly down into the remains of his dinner. He'd been feeling cross ever since Lei had showed up in his room, and when he rubbed his cheek, the little stinging cuts there only reminded him of how snappy he felt. He didn't want to see anyone, but he wanted to go out, but Heather wouldn't want to go, and Jor didn't want to upset her, but he was tired of worrying about upsetting her, and all his jumbled thoughts led toward a very jumbled Jor. Heather didn't say anything more, just sat across the table from him and watched him. Jor glanced up and met her brown eyes, and had the incredibly untimely thought that he liked blue eyes better, and that was the final straw in his distemper. "I'm not hungry," he announced again, this time for her benefit, and turned once more to sulking in his drink. |
Date: Jan 11, 2003 on 04:51 p.m. |
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Heather dropped her eyes and looked at her plate. Jor had been touchy all evening. She'd done her best to be accommodating. He'd suggested dinner and she'd agreed. He hadn't wanted to stop at her room long enough to let her change, and that wasn't a big deal. But every time she agreed to something he seemed to get angrier, and now he didn't seem to want the dinner he'd been so particular about earlier. He looked disgruntled and frustrated, and she didn't know what she'd done wrong, but she knew she had to do something quickly to make it right. "Do you...do you want to see a movie after dinner?" she suggested timidly. The only outings they'd been on since they started dating had been movies, and Jor picked all of them and seemed to like them. Maybe a movie would improve his mood. |
Date: Jan 11, 2003 on 04:58 p.m. |
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At first he was too entrenched in his self-pitying mope to really hear what she was saying, and he agreed automatically, just out of habit. "Sure." It came out indifferent, and something in her expression made him come to a little more, until he realized what she'd asked and what he'd said. He thought of a few more hours of this, of having to be well-behaved and considerate and gentle, and when all he really wanted to do was break something, the thought of moderation was just more than he could take. "No," he contradicted himself suddenly, with more vehemence that either of them expected. Her eyes widened, and his narrowed, and some of the callousness he'd acquired during his separation from Wick suddenly resurfaced. It'd been a scarce thing, after he'd met Heather, but old habits are hard to break, and Jor was feeling sharp. He pushed back his chair and slouched, just to prove he could, and gave Heather a look that was supposed to be a smirk. "We're going drinking tonight." When she didn't respond, he tried to provoke her into reacting; all he wanted to see was her get angry. He didn't know why, but for some reason it mattered. "All we do is watch movies. I'm tired of sitting around." He affected nonchalance. "Pick me up in the brig in the morning." |
Date: Jan 11, 2003 on 05:25 p.m. |
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"...oh." Frightened and dismayed by this display of temper, Heather tried to rally. What they had was too special for a few moments of disagreement to ruin it; whatever it was she had done to put him in this horrible mood, she could fix it. She would fix it. But if what he wanted was to go drinking with his friends, that was his right. She'd been smothering him. She'd been too clingy. He was just feeling boxed in. That had to be it. She could give him space, if he wanted it. "Pick me up in the brig in the morning." She blinked up at him with pained confusion. "The...the brig?" she swallowed. It was obvious he was angry with her. She wondered if it would be safe to ask him why. One quick glance at his face told her there might not be anything safe to ask him. "Ok," she said just above a whisper, and with an angry huff he was out of his chair. She watched him leave, uncomprehending, and then bit her lip and twisted her napkin in her lap. Jor...what did I do? |
Date: Jan 11, 2003 on 05:45 p.m. |
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