For some strange, inexplicable reason, Kat wasn't nervous.She should have been, and knew it, but was finding it hard to rouse that sort of anxiety from herself. Apathy had settled over her like a warm, comforting shield, and it kept her calm. She couldn't be angry or frightened or skittish if she didn't care what happened. Not to say that Kat wasn't going to try her damned hardest to give the parole board what they wanted to hear, but after eight years in Charybdis, she still didn't really believe that they'd let her free.
In, out, locked up, free. It's all the same. If they pass me, I'll finally be able to escape. If I fail, I can go back and rule again. Either way, I'll survive. I always do.
Asmodeus greeted her when she was finally led into the parole anteroom, and Kat nodded back, a little of her apathy lifting as the idea of what they could do together flickered briefly through her imagination.
We could play again.
She smiled, sat down beside him and stared out the window. "Morning, Mode."
They sat in silence, for a time that she couldn't gauge and didn't care to know how long, and when the door opened and he was signaled in, Kat gave him her gaze. "Hey. Good luck."