Haunted

Ba da pa pa ba da pa pa...
Come here
Pretty please
Can you tell me where I am
You won't you say something
I need to get my bearings
I'm lost
And the shadows keep on changing

And I'm haunted
By the lives that I have loved
And actions I have hated
I'm haunted
By the lives that wove the web
Inside my haunted head

Ba da pa pa ba da pa pa...

Don't cry,
There's always a way
Here in November in this house of leaves
We'll pray
Please, I know it's hard to believe
To see a perfect forest
Through so many splintered trees
You and me
And these shadows keep on changing

And I'm haunted
By the lives that I have loved
And actions I have hated
I'm haunted
By the promises I've made
And others I have broken
I'm haunted
By the lives that wove the web
Inside my haunted head

Hallways... always

I'll always want you
I'll always need you
I'll always love you

And I will always miss you

Ba da pa pa ba da pa pa...

Come here
No I won't say please
One more look at the ghost
Before I'm gonna make it leave
Come here
I've got the pieces here
Time to gather up the splinters
Build a casket for my tears

I'm haunted
(By the lives that I have loved)
I'm haunted
(By the promises I've made)
I'm haunted
By the hallways in this tiny room
The echos there of me and you
The voices that are carrying this tune

Ba da pa pa...

What is it Annie?

You think I'll cry? I won't cry!
My heart will break before I cry!
I will go mad.

i feel my wings have broken in your hands
i feel the words unspoken inside
and they pull you under
and i would give you anything you want, but know
you were all i wanted
and all my dreams are falling down
crawling around and around

somebody save me
let your warm hands break right through and
save me
i don't care how you do it
just stay, stay
oh come on
i've been waiting for you

i see the world has folded in your heart
i feel the waves crash down inside
and they pulled me under
i would give you anything you want, but know
you were all i wanted
and all my dreams have fallen down
crawling around around

somebody save me
let your warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i don't care how you do it
just stay, stay
come on
i've been waiting for you

and all my dreams are on the ground
crawling around around

somebody save me
let your warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i don't care how you do it
just save me
i made this whole world shine for you
just stay, stay
oh come on
i'm still waiting for you

You're My Best Friend
By Queen

Ooh, you make me live
Whatever this world can give to me
It's you, you're all I see
Ooh, you make me live now honey
Ooh, you make me live

Oh, you're the best friend
That I ever had
I've been with you such a long time
You're my sunshine
And I want you to know
That my feelings are true
I really love you
(ooh) oh, you're my best friend

Ooh, you make me live

Ooh, I've been wandering round
But I still come back to you (still come back to you)
In rain or shine
You've stood by me girl
I'm happy at home (happy at home)
You're my best friend

Ooh, you make me live
Whenever this world is cruel to me
I got you, to help me forgive - oo oo ooh
Ooh, you make me live now honey
Ooh, you make me live

Oh, you're the first one
When things turn out bad
You know I'll never be lonely
You're my only one
And I love the thing
I really love the things that you do
Oh, you're my best friend

Oh, ooh, you make me live

Start The Fire

Go on and baby get the lighter
We're gonna start the fire

The army of words in me
Silent the soldier weeps
Lying here back to back
Waiting for you to react

And sometimes all I need is a good push
Roll over and whisper some goodness
Go on baby you be the hero
Now can we go back to zero?

Go on and get the lighter
We're gonna need some fire
Let's get a little higher
The battlefield is tired

Nevermind all
All that
Go on and baby get the lighter
We're gonna start the fire

Just come here and cuddle up
I feel a little rough
I missed you in my sleep
Are you still mad at me?

The moon must have mended my bad mood
Come kiss me the way you meant to
Last night I was just playing
Let's put it all away and ...

Go on and get the ligher
We're gonna need some fire
Let's get a little higher
The battlefield is tired

Nevermind all
All that
Go on and baby get the ligher
We're gonna start the fire
Go on and baby get the ligher
We're gonna start the fire
Go on and baby get the ligher
We're gonna start the fire
Start the fire

Climb in and love me
Climb in and love me

Had quite a heavy night
So delicate our love and pride
The most stubborn girl around
You really know how to bring me down

One more famous night to remember
Let's laugh at my silly temper
Now let's burn the morning sweetly
Get over here now and complete me

Go on and get the lighter
We're gonna need some fire
Let's get a little higher
The battlefield is tired

Nevermind all
All that
Go on and baby get the lighter
We're gonna start the fire
Go on and baby get the lighter
We're gonna start the fire
Go on and baby get the lighter
We're gonna start the fire
Go on and baby get the lighter
We're gonna start the fire

Last Time

I'm not the first you sucked down
I drank your pleasure slow
Then stumbled out from your veil
Still I've come for you tonight
Choke my faith and stab my pride
And tell myself that

This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now
I'll bleed for you

Preservation or predation
As I'm reeling I don't know
Crumbled I spill out of your hand
I want to fall
And you see it all
And you'll just laugh when I say

This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now
I'll bleed for you

And everything I feel I know you know
And everything that heals I know you know
And everything that steals I know you know
And everything that kills you know

And tell myself that

This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now

With Every Light

Taking over
We're taking over,
Throw the weight up off you shoulders, now
That we can show our love...

It's almost over, it's almost over
No more war and no more soldiers
To stand against his love
Away with all the troubles that you've made
Away with waiting for another day
Away...

Look ma the sun is shining on me
Impatient, in love and aching to be
Could you believe in heaven
If heaven was all you had?

We're taking over, we're taking over
Throw away your four leafed clovers
And stand beside this love
Away with everything you've grown to hate
Away with anything that holds you safe
Away...

And every light I've found
Is every light that's shining down on me
I'm never alone...

Look ma the sun is shining on me
Taking my time to do as I please
Could you believe in heaven
If heaven was all you had?

The sun is beaming, radiating
All the love we are creating
We are creating...
And every light I've found
Is every light that's shining down on me
I'm never alone...

Alive
By P.O.D.

Everyday is a new day
I’m thankful for every breath I take
I won’t take it for granted
So I learn from my mistakes
It’s beyond my control, sometimes it’s best to let go
Whatever happens in this lifetime
So I trust in love
You have given me peace of mind
chorus:
I feel so alive for the very first time
I can’t deny you
I feel so alive
I feel so alive for the very first time
And I think I can fly

Sunshine upon my face
A new song for me to sing
Tell the world how I feel inside
Even though it might cost me everything
Now that I know this, so beyond, I can’t hold this
I can never turn my back away
Now that I’ve seen you
I can never look away

Get Away

You stay all in one piece when broken
Kind remarks, and your words soft-spoken
Driving far from the path of destruction
Coming ever so close to throwing it all away again

Is this all some great big lie?
Twisted and working on something deep down
That you should?ve never kept inside

How much must I live through just to get away?
(All this tension and so alive)
How much must I live through just to get away?
(All this pressure that makes your head feel so tired)

You've been through the worst encounters
Searching out the truth, the light, and way
You have thoughts of peace and silence
Coming ever so close to giving it all away again

Is this all some great big lie?
Sick and disturbing, you want no answers
But you should've never looked inside

How much must I live through just to get away?
(All this tension and so alive)
How much must I live through just to get away?
(All this pressure that makes your head feel so tired)

And sometimes it seems easier to burn it to the ground

Can we get away now?
Can we get away now?
Can we get away now?
please just let this go away

Blurry

Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
There's no one left that's real
To make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well ya shoved it my face
This pain you gave to me

Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you when to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to run away

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away ?
Well you shoved it my face
This pain you give to me

Explain again to me
Explain again to me

You take it all
Take it all away
Explain again to me
You take it all away
Explain again to me
Take it all away
Explain again...

For Asmodeus, Mode, and Angel.

Remember Me

I stand here face to face
With someone that I used to know
He used to look at me and laugh
But now he claims
That he's known me for so very long
But I remember being no one

I wanted to be just like you
So perfect, so untouchable
Now you want me to be with you
Someone who used to have it all

Do you remember now
You acted like you never noticed me
Forget it
Cause the gone has come around
And you're not allowed to be a part of me

Did you know me?
Or were you too preoccupied
With playing king in your small kingdom
And now the real world
Has stripped you of your royalty
And from your kingdom you're evicted

I wanted to be just like you
So perfect, so untouchable
Now you want me to be with you
Someone who used to have it all

Do you remember now
You acted like you never noticed me
Forget it
Cause the gone has come around
You're not allowed to be a part of me

Part of me
Part of me
Part of me

You're never going to be a part of me
You're never going to be a part of me
You're never going to be a part of me
You're never going to be a part of me
You're never going to be a part of me
You're never going to be a part of me

Do you remember now
You acted like you never noticed me
Forget it
Cause the gone has come around
You're not allowed to be a part of me

Part of me
Part of me
Part of me

#1 Crush

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
I'll tear it apart

I will lie for you
I can steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Violate all my love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you.

Running From Me

Say a prayer for me, cause I can barely breath.
I’m suffering, and I can’t take it.
Because of me, no one will ever see,
This side of me, if I don’t make it.

It's like I can't wake up, it's like I can't get up
It's like I can't remember who I used to be,
Am I running from you or am I running from me?

Clear a path for me, because I can barely see,
I’m stumbling, and I can't shake it
It's up to me to save myself from me,
my enemy, but I can't face it.

It's like I can't wake up, it's like I can't get up
It's like I can't remember who I used to be
Am I running from you or am I running from me?

I’m breaking out.
Here I come, here I come, here I come
Can't, wake, up, cause I’m not around,
Am I running from you or am I running from me?

It's like I can't wake up, it's like I cant get up
It's like I can't remember who I used to be
Am I running from you?
Can’t face myself, I’m just left with the suffering.

"Frozen"
Madonna

You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be?
You're frozen
When your heart's not open

You're so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken
When your heart's not open

If I could melt your heart...
We'd never be apart...
Give yourself to me...
You... hold... the key...

Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I suffer the same
If I lose you
My heart will be broken

Love is a bird -- she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside of you die
You're frozen
When your heart's not open

Letting the Cables Sleep

You in the dark
You in the pain
You on the run
Living a hell
Living your ghost
Living your end

Never seem to get in the place that I belong
Don't wanna lose the time
Lose the time to come

Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright

Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way

You in the sea
On a decline
Breaking the waves
Watching the lights go down
Letting the cables sleep

Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright

Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
We'll wrap the world around it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way

I'm a stranger in this town
I'm a stranger in this town
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way
I'm a stranger in this town
I'm a stranger in this town

Fast As You Can

I let beast in too soon,
I don't know how to live
without my hands on his throat;
I fight him always and still

Oh darling, it's so sweet,
You think you know how crazy
How crazy I am...

You say you don't spook easy,
You won't go
But I know
And I pray that you will...

Fast as you can, baby
Run, free yourself of me
Fast as you can

I may be soft in your palm
But i'll soon grow hungry for a fight
and i will not let you win.
My pretty mouth will frame the phrases
That will disprove your faith in man.

So if you catch me trying to
Find my way into your heart
From under your skin

Fast as you can, baby
Scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can

Fast as you can, baby
Scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can

Sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
But most of the time, it does
And i get to the place where i'm begging for a lift
Or i'll drown in the wonders and the WAS

And i'll be our girl, if you say it's a gift
And you give me some more or your drugs
Yeah, i'll be your pet, if you just tell me it's a gift
Cuz i'm tired of whys, choking on whys,
Just need a little because, because...

I let the beast in and then;
I even tried forgiving him,
but it's too soon, so i'll fight again, again, again, again, again
And for a little while more I'll soar the uneven wind
Complain and blame the sterile land

But if you're getting any bright ideas, quiet, dear.
I'm blooming within.
Fast as you can, baby
Wait, watch me, i'll be out
Fast as i can, maybe late but at least about

Fast as you can, leave me
Let this thing run its route
Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Fast as you can

I'd Die Without You

Is it my turn to wish you were lying here?
I tend to dream you when I'm not sleeping...
Is it my turn to fictionalize my world,
Or even imagine your emotions, to tell myself anything?

Is it my turn to hold you by your hand,
Tell you I love you and you not hear me
Is it my turn to totally understand,
To watch you walk out of my life, and not do a damn thing

If I have to give away the feeling that I feel
If I have to sacrifice, oh whatever baby, whatever baby
If I have to take apart all that I am
Is there anything that I would not do?
Inside, I'd die without you.

Oh, I apologize for all the things I've done
But now I'm underwater and I'm drowning, oh
Is it my turn to be the one to cry?
Isn't it amazing how some things completely turn around?

So take every little piece of my heart
So take every little piece of my soul
So take every little piece of my mind
Cause if you're gone, inside,
I'd die without you.

If I have to give away the feeling that I feel
If I have to sacrifice, oh whatever baby, whatever baby
If I have to take apart all that I am
Is there anything that I would not do?
Inside, I'd die without you.

Strong Enough

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me...
I promise I'll believe...
Lie to me...
But please don't leave...

I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
Just try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?

When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me...
I promise I'll believe...
Lie to me...
But please don't leave...

Doughnut Song

Had me a trick and a kick and your message
You'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole
Then thought that I could decipher your message
There's no one here, dear, no one at all

And if I'm wasting all your time, this time
Maybe you never learned to take
And if I'm hanging on to your shade
I guess I'm way beyond the pale

And southern men can grow cold, can grow pretty
(you told me it's over, it's over)
Blood can be pretty like a delicate man
(you told me over and over, you showed me)
Copper to steel to hinge that has faltered
That lets you in, lets you in, lets you in

And if I'm wasting all your time, this time
I guess you never learned to take
And if I'm hanging on to your shade
I guess I'm way beyond the pale

Something's just, something's just,
Keeping you numb.

You told me last night you were a sun now
With your very own devoted satellite
Happy for you, and I am sure that I hate you
Two suns too many, too many able fires

You've been wasting all my time this time
I said you never learned to take
And if I'm hanging on to your shade
I guess I'm way beyond the pale
I guess I'm way beyond the pale...

Had me a trick and a kick and your message
You'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole

Spark

She's addicted to nicotine patches
She's addicted to nicotine patches
She's afraid of the light in the dark
6:58, are you sure where my spark is?
Here, here, here...

She's convinced she could hold back a glacier
But she couldn't keep Baby alive
Doubting if there's a woman in there somewhere
Here, here, here...

You say you don't want it
Again and again
But you don't, don't really mean it

You say you dont want it
This circus we're in
But you don't, you don't really mean it
You don't, don't really mean it

If the Divine master plan is perfection
Maybe next I'll give Judas a try
Trusting my soul to the ice cream assassin
Here, here, here...

You say you don't want it
Again and again
But you don't, don't really mean it

You say you dont want it
This circus we're in
But you don't, you don't really mean it
You don't, don't really mean it

How many fates turn around in the overtime?
Ballerinas that have fins that you'll never find
You thought that you were the bomb, yeah
Well, so did I.

Say you don't want it
Say you don't want it
Say you don't want it
Again, and again
But you don't, don't really mean it

Say you don't want it
This circus we're in
But you don't, you don't really mean it
You don't, don't really mean it...

Disarm

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what i choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you

"Bother"

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I can at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I'll never live down my deceit

Tomorrow

Is it any wonder why I'm scared?
If I was a little younger would I care?
Feeling like the walls are growing stronger,
And I don't know if this cage can hold me any longer

You never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded,
Cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded.

I'm not afraid of tomorrow,
I'm only scared of myself.
Feels like my insides are on fire,
And I'm looking through the eyes of someone else.

I never thought they'd want me to go even faster.
Never thought I took my foot off the gas.
Everybody loves to be in on the pressure,
But I know they're all waiting for the crash.

You never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded,
Cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded.

Things have changed. You've become a complication.
Can make it through another day's humiliation.

I'm not afraid of tomorrow,
I'm only scared of myself.
Feels like my insides are on fire,
And I'm looking through the eyes of someone else,
Someone else.

Is it any wonder why the answer keeps me petrified?
Is it any wonder why I'm scared?

Can't Change Me

She can do anything at all
Have anything she pleases
The power to change what she thinks is wrong
So what could she want with me?

But wait just one minute here
I can see that she's trying to read me
Suddenly I know

She's going to change the world
But she can't change me
No she can't change me

She has the daylight at her command
She gives the night its dreams
She can uncover your darkest fear
And make you forget you feel it

But wait just one minute here
I can see that she's trying to free me
Suddenly I know

She's going to change the world
She's going to change the world
She's going to change the world
But she can't change me

Suddenly I can see everything that's wrong with
But what can I do?
I'm th eonly thing I really have at all

But wait just one minute here
I can see that she's trying to need me
Suddenly I know

She's going to change the world
She's going to change the world
She's going to change the world
But she can't change me
No she can't change me

For when I return...

Disappearing One

What have you done, my little spark
Cursing my name cause again I put you out
Falling apart, you tell yourself you are
Dreaming only of the ones who never dream of you

I'm your disappearing one
Vanish when the curtain's drawn
But I will come again and you will let me in
And you'll see I never disappear for long

Into your room I stumble now
Too tired to cower and it's too late to draw you out
And there you lie like a painting of Christ
Bleeding on the heads of the ones who nailed you down

I'm your disappearing one
Vanish when the curtain's drawn
But I will come again and you will let me in
And you'll see I never disappear for long

Silent All These Years

Excuse me, but can I be you for a while?
My dog won't bite if you sit real still.
I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yelling at me again.
Yeah, I can hear that.
Been saved again by the garbage truck,
I got something to say, you know, but nothing comes.
Yes, I know what you think of me, you never shut up.
Yeah, I can hear that.

But what if I'm a mermaid,
In these jeans of his with her name still on it?
Hey but I don't care,
Cause sometimes, I said sometimes, I hear my voice,
And it's been here, silent all these years.

So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts.
What's so amazing about really deep thoughts?
Boy, you best pray that I bleed real soon...
...how's that thought for you?
My scream got lost in a paper cup.
You think there's a heaven where some screams have gone?
I got 25 bucks and a cracker. Do you think it's enough
To get us there?

But what if I'm a mermaid,
In these jeans of his with her name still on it?
Hey but I don't care,
Cause sometimes, I said sometimes, I hear my voice,
And it's been here, silent all these years.

Years go by, will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand?
Years go by, if I'm stripped of my beauty
And the orange clouds raining in my head?
Years go by, will I choke on my tears
Till finally there is nothing left?
One more casualty,
You know we're to easy, easy, easy

Well, I love the way we communicate.
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shape.
Let's hear what you think of me now, but baby, don't look up.
The sky is falling.
Your mother shows up in a nasty dress, and
It's your turn now to stand where I stand,
Everybody lookin' at you...here, take hold of my hand.
Yeah, I can hear them.

But what if I'm a mermaid,
In these jeans of his with her name still on it?
Hey but I don't care,
Cause sometimes, I said sometimes, I hear my voice,
I hear my voice, I hear my voice,
And it's been here, silent all these years.
I've been here, silent all these years.
Silent all these,
Silent all these years.

Ooooh we've got this notion
That we'd quite like to sail the ocean
So we're buildin' a big boat to leave here for good
We're not keen on sinkin'
So we're all sittin' here a-thinkin'
Cuz we built it too big and we've run out of wood
Eidle eidle eee
Eidle eidle eee
We simply can't leave 'til we get some more wood

Ooooh the boat is now finished
But there's still somethin' on the wish-list
To keep us all goin' through the wind and the rain
There's no food on the table
And we can't sail unless we're able
So we ain't goin' nowhere 'til we get some grain
Eidle eidle eee
Eidle eidle eee
We simply can't leave until we get some grain

Ooooh we're not complainin'
But there's still one more thing remainin'
Cuz bread is quite borin' if that's all you eat
We need some flavor
So do us all a lit'le favor
Cuz we ain't goin' nowhere 'til we get some meat
Eidle eidle eee
Eidle eidle eee
We simply can't leave until we get some meat

Ice

The ice is thin
Come on, dive in
Underneath my lucid skin
And the cold is lost, forgotten

Hours passed, days passed, time stood still
Now light gets dark and darkness fills
My secret heart, forbidden

I think you worried for me then
The subtle way that I give in
But I know you like the show

Tied down to this bed of shame
I tried to move around the pain
But oh, your soul is anchored

The only comfort is the moving of the river
You enter into me, a lie upon your lips
Offer what you can, I'll take all that I can get
Only a fool's here to stay...

Well, I don't like your tragic sighs
As if your god has passed you by
Well, hey, fool, that's your deception

Your angels speak with jilted tongues
The serpent's tail has come undone
You have no strength to squander

The only comfort is the moving of the river
You enter into me, a lie upon your lips
Offer what you can, I'll take all that I can get
Only a fool's here to stay...
Only a fool's here to stay...
Only a fool's here...

Mary

Mary walks down to the water's edge,
And there she hangs her head
To find herself the shadow of what she once was

She said, "How long have I been sleeping?
And why do I feel so warm?
Why do I feel so cold?
My heart is saying one thing,
But my body won't let go."

Trembling hand, she reaches out
The stranger's flesh is on her
And I would be the last to know
I would be the last to let it show
I would be the last to go....

Take her hand, she will lead you through the fire
Oh, and give you back hope
And hope that you won't take too much
Respecting what is left

She cradled us
Oh, she held us in her arms
Unselfish in her suffering, she could not understand

That no one seemed to have the time
To cherish what was given
Oh, and I would be the last to know
And I would be the last to let it show
I would be the last to go

And I would be the last to know
And I would be the last to let it show
And I would be the last to go

Mary walks...

In Your Room

In your room, where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon?
Or will you leave me lying here,

In your favorite darkness
Your favorite half-light
Your favorite consciousness
Your favorite slave

In your room, where souls disappear
Only you exist here.
Will you lead me to your armchair?
Or leave me lying here...

Your favorite innocence
Your favorite prize
Your favorite smile
Your favorite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here?

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here?

In your room, your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise.
Will you let the fire die down soon?
Or will I always be here...

Your favorite passion
Your favorite game
Your favorite mirror
Your favorite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here?

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here?

...will I always be here?

Judas

Is simplicity best, or simply the easiest?
The narrowest path is always the holiest,
So walk on barefoot for me, suffer some misery,
If you want my love
If you want my love

Man will survive the harshest conditions,
And stay alive through difficult decisions,
So make up your mind for me, walk the line for me,
If you want my love
If you want my love

Idle talk and hollow promises...
Cheating Judases, Doubting Thomases...
Don't just stand there and shout it
Do something about it

You can fulfill your wildest ambitions
And I'm sure you will lose your inhibitions
So open yourself for me, risk your health for me
If you want my love
If you want my love
If you want my love
If you want my love

While perhaps not precisely in line with our plot, this song has an extremely Kat feel. Perhaps it can be to Jax

The Wreckoning[sic]

I came, I saw, I kicked some ass
The pain I caused -- it makes me laugh
('Cause) the way I do my thing is strange
I just inject myself into your veins
Can't run, can't hide, there's no way out
The sun will rise and it's about
Time for the wreckoning
Time for this girl to sing

Damned if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
(I went) You don’t even care about me enough
You don’t give a damn
Things will come and things will go
There's one thing that I’ll know for sure
(Is that) you don’t give a shit about me
And so I’m walking out the door

Can’t move, can’t breathe, it’s getting dark
The beast has come to steal your heart
So you better practice your scream
For you may not like your dream

Things will come and things will go
There's one thing that I’ll know for sure
(Is that) you don’t give a shit about me
And so I’m walking out the door

The wreckoning (oh it's time)
The wreckoning (oh it's time)

Damned if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
(I went) You don’t even care about me enough
You don’t give a damn
Things will come and things will go
There's one thing that I’ll know for sure
(Is that) you don’t give a shit about me
And so I’m walking out the door

Damned if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
(I went) You don’t even care about me enough
You don’t give a damn

And I’m running from my problems
I got my funny face painted on
And then I think of what you said to me
And then I think of what you did to... me
I think of you and probably laugh
And then I think of you and probably laugh
And then I think of you and probably laugh
You’re the one I’m running from

Damned if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
(I went) You don’t even care about me enough
You don’t give a damn
Things will come and things will go
There's one thing that I’ll know for sure
(Is that) you don’t give a shit about me
And so I’m walking out the door

The wreckoning
The wreckoning

Feel

Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This road I've been given
I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just wanna feel
Real love fill the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins, going to waste

I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her
Scare myself to death
That's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived
I can see myself coming

I just wanna feel
Real love fill the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins, going to waste
And I need to feel
Real love and love ever after
I can not get enough

I just wanna feel
Real love fill the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins, going to waste

I just wanna feel
Real love and love ever after
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face; it's a real big place

Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This road I've been given
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand

The Best Things

Got a green light, got a green light, yeah
But I'm going nowhere
Got a green light, got a red light, yeah
No cop, no stop, I don't care
Every one of you could be the same
Every one of you could play the game
Got a green light, got a green light, yeah
But I'm going nowhere

You know the best things in life aren't for me
You know the best things in life aren't for free

Got a new life, got a new plight, yeah
But it's going nowhere
Got a mountaintop like a pin drop, yeah
No God, no thought, I don't care
Every one of you could be the same
Every one of you can play this game
Got a new life, got a new plight, yeah
But it's going nowhere

You know the best things in life aren't for me
You know the best things in life aren't for free

Got a new find, got a new crime, yeah
And it's going nowhere
Like a global path, like a car crash, yeah
No cop, no stop, he don't care
Every one of you are just the same
Every one of you will play this game
Got a new find, got a new crime, yeah
And it's going nowhere

You know the best things in life aren't for me
You know the best things in life aren't for free

And I was so proud to have found another Sol song!!

Is it my turn to wish you were lying here?
I tend to dream you when I'm not sleeping.
Is it my turn to fictionalize my world.
Or even imagine your emotions. Tell myself anything...
Is it my turn to hold you by the hands.
Tell you I love you and you not hear me...
Is it my turn to totally understand.
To watch you walk out of my life and not do a damn thing...

If I have to give away
The feeling that I feel
If I have to sacrifice...
Oh, whatever babe, whatever, baby
If I have to take apart
All that I am...
Is there anything that I would not do
'Cause inside I'd die without you

Oh, I apologize for all the things I've done.
But now I'm underwater and I'm drowning...
Is it my turn to be the one to cry
Isn't it amazing how some things just completely turn around?
So take every little piece of my heart...
So take every little piece of my soul...
So take every little piece of my mind...
'Cause if you're gone... inside...
I'd die without you...

Criminal

I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And its a sad, sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can

Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I want to suffer for my sins
I've come to you 'cause I need guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed to the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep living this day like the next will never come

Oh, help me, but don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself of all these lies till I'm good enough for him
I've got a lot to lose and I'm betting high so I'm begging you
before it ends just tell me where to begin

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed to the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against

Because he's all I ever knew of love

The Pretty Things Are Going to Hell

What to do; what to say
What to wear on a sunny day
Who to phone; who to fight
Who to dance with on a Sunday night

Reaching the very edge, you know
Reaching the very edge
Going to the other side this time
Reaching the very edge

You're still breathing but you don't know why
Life's a bitch and sometimes you die
You're still breathing but you just can't tell
Don't hold your breath but the pretty things are going to hell

I am a drug; I am a dragon
I am the best jazz you've ever seen
I am a dragon; I am the sky
I am the blood at the corner of your eye
I found the secrets, I found gold
I find you out before you grow old

What is eternal? What is damned?
What is clay and what is sand?
Who to dis? Who to truss?
Who to listen to? Who to suss?

I'm reaching the very edge, you know
I'm reaching the very edge
I'm going to the other side this time
I'm reaching the very edge

You're still breathing but you don't know why
Life's a bitch and sometimes you die
You're still breathing but you just can't tell
Don't hold your breath but the pretty things are going to hell

I am a dragon; I am a drug
I am the best jazz you've ever heard
I am a dragon; I am the sky
I am the blood at the corner of your eye
I found the secrets, I found gold
I find you out before you grow old

The pretty things are going to hell
They wore it out but they wore it well

You're still breathing but you don't know why
Life's a bitch and sometimes you die
You're still breathing but you just can't tell
Don't hold your breath but the pretty things are going to hell

Dark

I've been waiting here
Waiting for faith
And the word to fall
Now the darkness comes
And I pray for
The end of us all

Don't let the dark into me...
We killed the angels that warned us of you
Don't let the dark into me...
We raised the tower of Babel for you
Don't let the dark into me...
We let the children build temples for you
Don't let the dark into me...
Don't let the vengeance of Heaven be you

So pray to me, I'm the Lord's new disease
Look down into the faces of God
Bow down and cry, I'm the black messiah
The one true divinity

Kneel before my altar
And drink the wine of slaughter
Who said I'd save anyone?
So bleed for me
I need hostility
To lead the faithful and the blind

Don't let the light shine on me...
I am the poison that feeds life to you
Don't let the light shine on me...
I am the demon that waits inside you
Don't let the light shine on me...
I am the ghost that reminds death of you
Don't let the light shine on me...
I am the darkness that crawls into you

No need for dedications. I think you'll know whom this is for.

Headstrong

Circling your, circling your, circling you head,
contemplating everything you ever said
Now I see the truth, I've got a doubt
A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out
See you later

I see your fantasy,
You want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, Inside of our heads (yeah)
Well now that’s over
I see your motives inside, decisions to hide

Back off, I’ll take you on
Headstrong, I'll take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong, we’re headstrong

Back off, I’ll take you on
Headstrong, I'll take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
And this is not where you belong

I can’t give everything away
I won’t give everything away

Conclusions manifest, your first impressions got to be your very best
I see you’re full of shit, and that’s alright
That’s how you play, I guess you’ll get through every night
Well now that’s over

I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads (yeah) Well now that’s over
I see your motives inside, decisions to hide

Back off, I’ll take you on
Headstrong, I'll take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong, we’re headstrong

Back off, I’ll take you on
Headstrong, I'll take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
And this is not where you belong

I can’t give everything away
I won’t give everything away

I know, I know all about
I know, I know all about
I know, I know all about
I know, I know all about your motives inside
And your decision to hide

Back off, I’ll take you on
Headstrong, I'll take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong, we’re headstrong

Back off, I’ll take you on
Headstrong, I'll take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
And this is not where you belong